though I should just because it'd be a release from the current stress that I bottled up.
Mike came back into my life. Though that put two other guys on the sidelines. One I rarely talk to now because I know he's dealing with his own problems, which I respect his solitude, though I find myself still smitten with him... The other constantly tries so hard for my attention, and I ignore it, because I would give everything to be completely Mike's again.
4 and a half weeks ago I was in a horrible car accident, I don't exactly remember it, but it keeps flashing in and out of my thoughts, and almost brings me to tears. I was driving on the express way going between 60 and 65 miles an hour and the car in front of me comes to a swerving hault and I missed the break... Needless to say I rear-ended the mini van in front of me. I totaled my honda. I can't remember the actual crash, what I remember is the bumper car feeling. I also remember holding my hands up after the airbag, I remember instantly shaking.
The woman in the mini fan was so comforting. My first thought wasn't about my well being, but rather I was thinking about how pissed off my dad was going to be knowing that I wreck my car. As I wrote that tears came to my eyes because I remember so vividly about how upset with me he was going to be.
The officer was so kind to me, he knew I was upset about the accident. I kept repeating that it was all my fault, that it was because I didn't have enough clear distance between us. The officer kept asking if I was hurt, I could careless about my being at this point I was more upset about what my dad was going to say, plus my adrenaline was pumping at an all time high. My car was picked up and towed to a local gas station where I waited for my parents to pick me up which wasn't long. I remember my mom just hugging me saying everything's alright.
Though I did suffer injuries. My face suffered a 2nd degree burn across my nose. bruise from my left shoulder accross my body where my seatbelt held me. My left arm was labeled with burns starting at my thumb on up to my bicep. Those were majorly 1st degree burns, but on my forarm I had a huge oval of a bubbling blistering 2nd degree almost 3rd degree burn, you can thank the air bag for those burns. I even had a C shaped burn on my stomach. I also somehow banged up my knee, to this day is in pretty bad shape, they tell me I moved my knee cap out of place.
Though, what I most feared of how my dad felt, he simply hugged me and told me accidents happen, a car can be replaced but you cannot be.
Though I did have to go to the E.R. the x-ray technician talked medically and she made me feel better..
That's whats been a stress on my mind..
Though now I'm rolling in a newer honda accord..
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